cream_and_custard

I'm so sad. A mix of life and a mix of my sleep schedule. I feel so sad. I want to melt away in sadness. I feel so sad in a way, I don't know how to tell anyone. I feel lonely somehow. I spent so much time alone before and yet I feel bad now. I'm feeling those calls with my friends did a lot of heavy lifting and without them much now I'm feeling how I would have otherwise. Alone in my house barely talking to my family. I'm sad, so sad, so sad. I felt true pointless depression and now I'm sad and my chest hurts so bad. I want to cry to my mom again. I want to cry and be held and kissed by my boyfriend. I feel so sad. I know my mom loves me at least. I want to see her more.